Phone Conversation with Ari

Just wanted to give my readers an idea of how entertaining phone conversations can be with me :)

Love Makes Me Weak?

I lack understanding not of love but why it affects me so. To elaborate, it has become a cancer in the bottom of my soul that fades in and out within my psyche, making me fear the possibility and maybe even probability of this feeling overtaking me...

Am I afraid to love?
Yes.

Do I want to love?
Yes.

Will I ever love?
I can't say...

This feeling conceives to send shivers thru my body, faltering in my soul, and weak to the point of physically vomiting the nothingness out of me. Old habits die hard, no matter how much we, I, try to let details of the past go, the louder they resonate within the confounds of this body of mine...

Is the cure love?
Probably yes.

Am I willing to take that chance?
With the likelihood that someone special could get hurt, no...